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1968

0001

(Sep 20)

0023-0025

Condensed contents of “Joy” and “Sense Awareness”

0026-0030

The stew of ideas and “Where am I now?” (Oct 21)

0041-0052

Hilarious cake-making episode (Nov 2) (Repaged:7371 in error)

0081-0082

Thanksgiving at Norma’s (Nov 29)

0087

Weekend at Kevin’s (Dec 2)

0094

Asana Class

0095

Notes from Meditation Lecture at TIMS (Dec 7)

0100

December 7 with Karen and Norma (Dec 8)

0119-0126

Rick W (Dec 23)

0135-0156

Pot trip (Dec 30)

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1969

0161-0170

Paul and I sex and talk (Jan 4)

0175

Flying to Akron and death thoughts (Jan 8)

0189-0192

Imaginary conversation with Arno (Jan 21)

0195

$10 Experiment in Trust (Jan 23)

0211

Seychelles Summary (Feb 7)

0214-0237

New York in Snow

0238-0241

Talk with Joe (Feb 10)

0242-0243

Talk with Azak (Feb 11)

0244

My barber (Feb 11)

0245-0252A

Slow Seduction of Bob O

0253

Rent Hassle

0253A-0254

John B’s tales (Feb 9)

0262

Fucking old men (Feb 16)

0269-0271

Weird (Feb 22)

0284-0292

Now (Mar 6)

0394-0403

Where Am I Now? (Jun 15)

0417-0422

Marty Conversation

0423-0425

Telephone with Joan (Jun 28)

0428-0429

Again (Jun 30)

0434-0438

Norma’s Pals

0439-0443

Joe’s Fight (Jul 4)

0470-0478

The Living Cosmos (Jul 30)

0475

Who, What, When, Where, Why, How

0508-0510

Tell Me a Story (Aug 28)

0517-0523

Stamps

0524-0529

Allan (Sep 3)

0541-0543

Where Am I Now?

0544-0549

Branch-Time Chart (See 560)

0550-0554

Whowhatwhenwherewhyhow (Sep 14)

0557

Things to Add to Acid House

0558-0559

Ideas for Stories

0560

Branch-Time Chart/Branch-Life Chart

0561

Jottings

0562-0563

Throw Away Books 1-2

0564-0567

Unsuccessful Stroll

0568-0570

Successful Ploy

0571-0610

Maine

0611-0639

Catching Up/Ram Dass/Bill's/FORMAL SYSTEM

0640

Birth and Death

0641-0642

Child's World

0643

Page Schedule for Typing

0644-0645

"Character of Physical Law" by Richard Feynman

0646

Knowcharts (See 560)

0647

Where Am I Now?

0648

Notes from Fritz Perls

0649-0650

Now

0651

Everyone Wants to Be God

0652-0656

Selfishness

0657-0662

Zen

0663-0664

Drunk

0665-0667

Immortality (Sep 16)

0716-0721

Is it charity? (Nov 3)

0736-0745

Christmas, 1969 (Nov 17)

0747-0750

Beyond (Nov 18)

0776-0779

Dreams (Dec 13)

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1970

0800

First day of new decade (Jan 1)

0816-0818

Now tell the truth! (Jan 18)

0828-0832

Thrown away books 3-7

0833

Killing

0834

Input and output to the system

0835

Pot with Bob (Jan 27)

0845-0847

Evening with Evan (Feb 5)

0849

God is the orgasm of the mind (Feb 6)

0851

Tortured

0852

Possible worlds

0853-0856

Potimages (Feb 7)

0873

Azak and S/M

0874-0877

Afternoon movie at Apollo

0878-0881

Zodiac I

0882-0887

John (Feb 23)

0892-0894

Which is love?

0895-0897

Arnie at Luigi’s

0898-0908

Zodiac II

0909-0911

Party for Laird

0912-0921

Casting party

0922-0923

John at Angelo’s

0924-0928

Group Therapy I

0929-0930

Stefan (Feb 27)

0935-0946

Stupefying Day! (Mar 3)

0951-0952

Oh, Lord, I Love the beauty of thy house

0953-0969

Painting party and pot

0970

The End

0971

Dream (Mar 7)

0977-0982

Tsi-Dun with John in the Heights (Mar 12)

0985-0989

Talk with Lois (Mar 14)

1001-1002

Thrown away books 8-9 (Mar 25)

1006

Jottings

1007

Dream of March 27

1008

Eddie’s hassle with the first day of “Woodstock”

1009

Where am I now? (Mar 28)

1012

Club Jim I

1013-1017

Where am I now? (Mar 30)

1032-1033

Night and morning at Bob and Art’s (Apr 13)

1038-1057

Orgy at Stan’s (Apr 17)---START TYPING “DATE TYPED” AT TOP P. 1046

1060

Sex at New Yorker orchestra (Apr 19)

1063

Genghis

1064-1065

Notes from Backster (Apr 21)

1073-1074

Subway

1075

Another parable of New Yorkers

1076-1082

LSD(Grof) (Apr 28)

1084

Metroliner notes

1085-1087

New Yorker three-times

1088-1092

Waverly hand jobs (Apr 29)

1100

Things to do (May 6)

1105-1115

Jones Beach (May 10)

1120

Bob on phone (May 14)

1128-1140

Orgy here (May 21)

1148

Loss of freedoms (May 28)

1157-1159

Pot at Sound Beach (Jun 5)

1165

Lyric Theater Frustration (Jun 10)

1167

Ziegfeld Balcony

1168-1170

Tsi-Dun at Peter C's (Jun 11)

1183

Thought-Chain (Jun 23)

1188-1189

Where Am I Now? (Jun 27)

1191-1195

Let It Come (Jun 28)

1197-1204

Christopher's End (Jun 29)

1206-1211

Gay-In (Jun 30)

1215-1216

Italian Unity Day

1217

Suicide Only By The Proud (Jul 3)

1220-1223

Talk with Jerri (Jul 5)

1227

UFO

1228-1231

Where Am I Now?(Pre-Mescaline) (Jul 8)

1233-1264

Mescaline (Jul 9)

1267-1282

John's Mescaline Trip (Jul 11)

1288

Talk with Claude and John (Jul 16)

1293-1300

Jack Smith's Play (Jul 20)

1303-1304

High at Bob's (Jul 22)

1306

When I Die, There Will Still Be

1307-1308

Philosophy from EB (Jul 23)

1312

Coney Island with John (Jul 26)

1327-1336

The Barn (Aug 9)

1339-1341

Truck Scene (Aug 11)

1343-1344

Depression (Aug 12)

1348-1350

Orgy at V's (Aug 15)

1363

Night Jottings (Aug 27)

1365

Two-Letter Words; God Appeared to the Atheist (Aug 28)

1369

Dream

1370

Move?

1371

Lumia Suite at MMA

1372

Where Am I Now? (Aug 31)

1385

France Notes From Joe

1386

Powers That Be

1387-1388

Communications That Be

1389-1396

Pot-Marc (Sep 12)

1398-1401

Zodiac Roof (Sep 13)

1403-1406

High at Jones Beach (Sep 14)

1409

Where Am I Now?

1410

Smut Shops (Sep 16)

1413

Notes From Rent Meeting (Sep 19)

1417-1422

Jones Beach and Police (Sep 22)

1426

"The Red and the White''

1427

Subway Troubles

1428

Play from Columbus Circle

1429-1430

Program one from the Keaton Festival (Sep 25)

1432

Dreams

1433

Program Two at the Keaton Festival

1434-1435

Night Notes (Sep 26)

1438-1440

Jones Beach in Fog (Sep 28)

1443

Stoned with Art/Bob (Sep 30)

1447

Everyone Wants (Oct 3)

1450

Anger and Cigar Smoke (Oct 5)

1455

Salamanders at Elk Lake (Oct 9)

1458

Talk on the Way to Marcy Dam

1459-1460

Notes after Solitary Canoeing

1461

Guerlain Dream (Oct 11)

1464

Bible Rivers in Eden (Oct 13)

1468

John can't admit I'm right (Oct 16)

1471-1473

Big cock at Elgin (Oct 18)

1478

Book information and Hesse statistics (Oct 22)

1480-1481

Trick at Elgin

1482-1484

Notes on Keaton's films (Oct 23)

1487-1495

Sauna (Oct 25)

1497-1499

High Dinner at Yangtze River (Oct 26)

1507-1515

J's Party (Nov 2)

1517-1518

High at Danny's

1519-1520

Night of fear and paranoia (Nov 3)

1522-1523

Park-Miller Film Festival (Nov 4)

1525

Books, books, books (Nov 5)

1528-1529

Cunningham discussion (Nov 7)

1532-1536

Eddie's party (Nov 9)

1538

Commune (Nov 10)

1540

John's mediating mind (Nov 11)

1543-1544

Bob D's opening party at John's (Nov 13)

1548-1551

Gwen’s Birthday Party (Nov 16)

1554-1555

Failure

1556

Notes from “Realities: The Mind of Man”

1557-1564

The Quest for Certainty

1565-1566

Philosophy Sketches

1567-1571

The Art in Painting (Nov 18)

1574-1577

Bob’s Films Here (Nov 20)

1583-1588

Tsi-Dun at K's (Nov 25)

1591

Winterlight and Crybaby Ideas (Nov 27)

1593-1595

Fantasies about Writing

1596

Chain-Letter Fantasy (Nov 28)

1598

Shankar String Thoughts (Nov 29)

1601-1604

Flying at John’s (Dec 1)

1607-1608

Meningitis Scare

1609-1610

The Problem of Beauty (Dec 3)

1615

Big Bang at Humble (Dec 7)

1620

Notes from first "Evening for New Music" (Dec 11)

1623-1632

Notes from Census Class (Dec 13)

1635-1636

Pot in Tub (Dec 15)

1638-1639

Moody Blues Concerts (Dec 16)

1646

Dream from Saturday

1647-1649

Tsi-Dun at V’s

1650

Dream from Sunday (Dec 22)

1656-1658

Stoned Christmas Party (Dec 27)

1661-1663

Eagle People (Dec 29)

1666

One Story/Two Stories (Dec 31)

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