11543-11544

DarkNightoftheSoul Thoughts JanUARY 1, 1977

11547

New Kind of Come

11548

Plateau of Calm in Indexing Jan 3

11553

Dream of 1/6 of Luxurious House Jan 7

11558

The Jolt of the Subway

11559-11562

Actualism #6 Jan 11

11564

Dennis's Trip to Hawaii

11565

Our "WelcomeBackDennis" Sex Jan 12

11570

Gary Davis Dances

11571

Dennis and I Talk about Living Together Jan 16

11573

Actualism BodySession Jan 17

11575

Actualism #6.5 Jan 18

11577

Dinner at Arnold's with the French Jan 19

11580

Strindberg's "The Stronger" and "Creditors" Jan 21

11583

DesignFantasy with Cum Jan 23

11585

Soren Kierkegaard on "Third Testament" Jan 24

11587-11589

Actualism #7 Jan 25

11590

New York City Ballet Dances after Strike by Orchestra Jan 26

11593

New York City Ballet Poorer Jan 28

11595

Richard Bull Dance Theatre Jan 29

11597

Cohan/Suzeau dance

11598

Nimbus Dance Theatre Company Jan 30

11600

Judith Scott Dance Theater in "Decadance" Jan 31

11602

Actualism #8

11603

Where Am I Now? Feb I

11605-11608

Title pages 5255 (SIXTH SELFREFERENCING PAGE) Feb 2

11610

"Salome” stoned on TV Feb 3

11613-11615

Datebook 143145 Feb 5

11617

Impromptu sex with Dennis

11618-11620

Handsession at Actualism Feb 61

11622-11623

Dennis and I talk about my leisure time

11624

Wyndham stories

11625

Blackwood Books

11626

Blackwood stories

11627

Ballard stories Feb 7

11629

Actualism #9 Feb 8

11631

“Dirty Linen” by Stoppard Feb 9

11633

Oil and Vibrator with Actualism's Rebekah Feb 10

11635

"Your Arms Too Short To Box With God" again Feb 11

11637

"Network" a dynamite movie February 12, 1977

11641

Actualism #9.5

11642

Actualism phone call Feb 15

11645

My hour's depression for the month Feb 17

11649

“Sly Fox”

11650

Bette Midler on TV

11651

Second letter to Mrs. Johnson

11652

Dream of 2/24: Scramble down cliff to board ship Feb 20

11654

“Night of the Iguana”

11655

Disappointing City Ballet

11656

Talk with Dennis about jazz Feb 21

11658-11659

Actualism #10 Feb 22

11663

Talk with Bruce Lieber about Actualism

11664

Talk with Bob R about split

11665

Yamini Krishnamurti at Alice Tully Hall

11666

Doublecome Feb 25

11668

Pope and his chain letters Feb 26

11670

Actualism resume for their book

11671

Nikolais' “Sanctum, Guignol, and Triad” Feb 27

11673

“La Belle Helene” Feb 28

11675

Actualism #11 Mar 1

11677

Dream of 3/1 about indexing and seminary

11678

Hassle with Wiley on first job

11679-11681

Stapledon's "Death into Life”

11682

Stapledon's "The Flames”

11683

Stapledon's "Old Man in New World"

11684

“The Trip Back Down” Mar 2

11686

Viveca Lindfors at Town Hall

11687

Nikolais' “Temple, Arporisms, Foreplay” Mar 3

11689-11693

Image of a Baby Crying/Ultimate Frustration

11694

Murray Louis's "Scheherezade" Mar 4

11696

It IS beginning to seep through

11697

Louis's “Proximities, Geometrics, Revue”

11698

Dream of 3/5 of surf in foreign land Mar 5

11700

“Flash Gordon Conquers the Universe” Mar 6

11702

Merle Miller at Jerry Chandler's

11703

Bruce Lieber over again Mar 7

11705-11706

Actualism #11.5 Mar 8

11708

Azak's problems mar 9

11711

“American Buffalo”

11712

Griswolds off on the Lash Turkiye Mar 11

11714-11716

Communication chasm

11717

Knowledge chasm

11718

"Romeo and Juliet” at Circle in the Square Mar 12

11720

"The Cherry Orchard" staged by Andrei Serban

11721

Intricacies of United Asbestos Mar 13

11723

Trisha Brown Company

11724

Dolphins as evolutionary leaders: story idea Mar 14

11726-11727

Actualism #12 Mar 15

11729

I simply can't work normally

11730

Thinking about WRITING again

11731

"La Boheme" on TV from the Met Mar 16

11733

Odd evening with Bob R and Dennis

11734

Conversation between Dennis and me after Bob R

11735

Guilt and Actualism and conversation between Dennis and me

11736

List of ceramic terms Mar 17

11738

Chinese as evolutionary leaders

11739

Eating again Mar 18

11741

Another phone call to Actualism

11742

Herbie Mann at the Village Gate March 19, 1977

11744

Mom's 12hour visit to NYC Mar 20

11746

Merce Cunningham at Barnard Gymnasium Mar 21

11748-11749

Actualism 12.5: Counseling

11750

Thoughts about stopping grass Mar 22

11752

"Tosca" at the new Met

11753

More thoughts about stopping grass Mar 23

11755

Dance Theater of Harlem on TV

11756

Stock Market information

11757-11758

`The Undying Fire" by H.G.Wells Mar 24

11761

Musawwir Gymnastic Dance Company Mar 26

11763

Bejart #1 in 1977

11764

Dakota Staton at Peter Brown's Mar 27

11766

“Mefistofele” from the orchestra

11767

Bejart #2 in 1977

11768

Cycles in “Mefistofele”

11769

Again more thoughts about stopping grass

11770

Another kind of orgasm Mar 28

11772

Ugly audience for "Lipstick" and "Marathon Man"

11773

Actualism #13

11774

Just live through it Mar 29

11776

Lethargy

11777

Transformation and illumination in Ballard

11778

Contrast

11779

Totally ecstatic happiness

11780

Anger with the cat upstairs

11781

Bejart's "Notre Faust" Mar 30

11783

Quantity producing seeming quality

11784

What's bigger?

11785

Summary of Actualism to date

11786

Dinner at Tavern on the Green for my birthday Mar 31

11788

Kathy Posin heavier than before Apr 1

11791

Diane Boardman and Robert Small at Riverside Apr 3

11793

Bejart #4 in 1977

11794

Impossible to WANT to produce a masterpiece Apr 4

11796

Actualism #14

11797

Beauty again

11798

Dream of 4/5 of working at IBM Apr 5

11800

“Mohammad, Messenger of God”

11801

Hideous night

11802

" Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind" Apr 6

11804

"The Shadow Box" Apr 7

11806

"The New York Idea" Apr 8

11808

Werner Erhard on TV

11809

Ibsen's “The Wild Duck”

11810

Two movies with Divine

11811

Man's Country for first time in two years

11812

International Stud for the first time Apr 9

11814

“Ladies at the Alamo" Apr 10

11816

Walk in Fort Tryon and Inwood Hill Parks

11817

Dream of 4/11 of richness and loss

11818

Difficult to be POSITIVE Apr 11

11820

"Lulu" by Berg Apr 12

11822

Actualism #15

11823

Louis Falco Dance Company

11824

"It" in Actualism Apr 13

11827-11828

Interview at IBM

11829-11830

Thoughts about rejoining IBM Apr 15

11833

“Oedipus Rex” and “Carmina Burana” Apr 17

11835

Dream of 4/17 of Ama Dablam

11836

“Mary Lou Williams and Cecil Taylor Embraced”

11837

Dream of 4/18 of working at IBM Apr 18, 1977

11839-11841

Actualism #15.5

11842

Dream of 4/19 of more traveling Apr 19

11844

“Uncle Vanya" by Chekhov

11845

Dream of 4/20 about stage and TV productions Apr 20

11847

My IBM hopes are quite dashed

11848

Actualism and IBM frustration

11849

Talk with Matthew

11850-11852

Est completion with About Sex #7

11853

Coincidences in 24 hours

11854

Rolf starting a new company? Apr 21

11856

Dream of 4/22 of profiles and chickeneating Apr 22

11858

"Guernica Night" by Barry N. Malzberg

11859

Jose Limon Company #1

11860

Dream of 4/23 of crowded rooms Apr 23

11862

Jose Limon Company #2

11863

Dream of 4/24 of more travel and Cleveland Apr 24

11865

"Rigoletto" free with Marty

11866

Talk with Dennis about relationship

11867

Dream of 4/25 of dancing girls and something else Apr 25

11869

Meditation thoughts during lightwork

11870

Dream summarization for Actualism class

11871

Actualism #16

11872

Brain emptying out

11873

Growth of the tree of heaven next door

11874

Wasting time at Dennis's

11875

My parent and Dennis's child

11876

Where am I GOING?

11877

Actualism questions Apr 26

11879

Trilogy: “The Impresario, La Voix Humaine, L'Histoire du Soldat” Apr 27

11881

Kleist's "Prince of Homburg"

11882

Is humanity becoming more human?

11883

Talk with Ms. Watson Apr 28

11885

Evening with John C Apr 29

11887

"The Three Sisters" by Chekhov

11888

Midnight Special with six English groups Apr 30

11890

More thoughts about working at IBM

11891

ABT at the Met #1

11892

Hugh Shannon at Chung Kuo Yuan May 1

11894

Dennis's first words on his new typewriter May 2

11896-11898

Blackwood Stories

11899

Booklist fun at New York Public Library

11900

Actualism #17 May 3

11902

Columbia Library and ScienceFiction shop

11903

Steve Schweigert at Weiser's May 4

11905

My list of three ranks of greatest books

11906

“Anna Christie" with Liv Ullmann

11907

Blackwood statistics May 5

11909-11914

Actualism practice of 5/6/7 May 6

11916

Want to do everything

11917-11918

Ballard stories May 7

11921

Frequency calculations for cosmology

11922

Pilobolus on TV May 9

11924

Actualism #18 May 10

11926

Free body session with Michael and Dorothy

11927

Fassbinder films "Fox" and "Tears"

11928

New York City Ballet allofapiece May 11

11930

Dream of 5/12 of English woman May 12, 1977

11932

"The Three Sisters" at BAM May 13

11934

Inability to Act

11935-11936

“Ceremony of the Vajra Crown” by Gyalwa Karmapa

11937

Again the misery May 14

11939

Dolly Parton at the Bottom Line May 15

11941

Stamps and what to do with them

11942

Bronx Zoo for the year 1977 May 16

11944

Actualism #18.5

11945

Actualism: Hints of advanced May 17

11947

“Gemini” at Little Theater

11948

Dream of 5/18 of death sentence May 18

11950

Steve Reich at the Kitchen May 19

11952-11954

Change of Life!!

11955-11956

Narrowing thoughts about life

11957

Reasons for and against the journal pages May 20

11960

Alvin Ailey changes programs May 22

11962

Jim Hall at Sweet Basil

11963

Actualism #19 May 24

11065

Movies here with John C, Bob R, and Rolf

11966

Martha Graham for first time in 1977 May 26

11968-11969

Actualism BrainSurgery

11970

“Utopia Unlimited” May 29

11973

“Star Wars”

11974-11978

“Key to the Universe” May 31

11980

Actualism #20

11981

Bizarre thoughts from "The Astral Plane" Jun 1

11983

Dreams of May/Jun

11984-11991

“Whaddya Know?”

11992

"The Battle for Investment Survival' by Loeb

11993

Queen's Silver Jubilee Gala at Covent Garden

11994

Fokine ballets at ABT Jun 2

11996

"Giselle" on TV with Makarova and Baryshnikov

11997

World Trade Center roof

11998

Paul Taylor best ever Jun 4

12000

''Giselle" at ABT with Gregory and Kivitt

12001-12010

Est's ''Making Relationships Work III" Jun 6

12013

“Grandma's Band”

12014

Dream of 6/12 of Frogeater

12015

"The Adding Machine" by Elmer Rice Jun 8

12017

On the edge

12018

Busriding to Akron Jun 9

12020

Grandma's wake, first session

12021

Grandma's wake, second session

12022

Dinner at Helen's Jun 9

12026

Dream of 6/20 of play

12027

Reading

12028

Actualism Adv. #1 Jun 11

12030

Boring New York City Ballet

12031

ABT's 'Swan Lake" with Bujones and Morishita

12032-12033

Now!

12034

Slipping through the cracks

12035

Current philosophy reading

12036

Cacophony

12037

Control

12038

Unproductivity Jun 12

12040

Lily Tomlin at the Biltmore Jun 13

12042

Jeff Duncan's program

12043

New fillip in masturbation Jun 14

12045

Interview with Rebekah at Actualism

12046

Talk with People at EGR

12047

Rachel Lampert first program Jun 15, 1977

12050

Rachel Lampert second program Jun 17

12052

Carol Conway Dance Company Jun 18

12054

Sodom and Gomorrah day

12055

First Stuttgart evening of 1977 Jun 19

12059

Fulllength ballet list

12060-12061A

Around and around again Jun 22

12063

Dream of 6/22 of driving

12064

Bodysession with Bruce Lieber Jun 23

12066

"Vanities " Jun 24

12068

“Documenta 6” on TV

12069

Rolf talks about violence Jun 25

12071

Stuttgart's "Sleeping Beauty" Jun 26

12073

Trailblazers of modern dance on TV Jun 27

12075

Beauty problems again

12076

Actualism Adv. #2

12077

Cockwork Jun 28

12079

Quartertab of mescaline

12080

“Faust” thoughts

12081

Narrowing questions of importance

12082

Talk with Bruce Lieber

12083

Dream of 6/29 of stranger from outside Jun 29

12085

Dream of 7/1 of subway riding

12086

Newport Jazz Festival: Solo pianos Jun 30

12088

Party at Tree Communications

12089

''Face to Face" by Bergman Jul 1

12091

Newport Jazz Festival: Count Basie Jul 2

12093

Why the brooding?

12094-12104

"Unravel birth and death" by Leonard Orr

12105

Dream of 7/2 of ape and 7/3 of people

12106

Higher Will and evernarrowing questions Jul 3

12108

"Threepenny Opera” in CP Jul 4

12110

Booklist to be sent exhaustively

12111

Fireworks of Jul 4, 1977

12112

Summary of Aura goggles

12113

Decide against trying more to get into IBM Jul 5

12115

Bodywork #2 with Bruce Lieber

12116

Dream of 7/6 of Jane Roberts and Mom in Atlanta Jul 6

12118-12120

1977 Datebook pages

12121-12127

Entertainment absorption list Jul 7

12129

William Burrough's "Time"

12130

Special editions collection at NYPL

12131

“Threesome" with John C and Dennis Jul 8

12134

Lunch at La Grenouille Jul 10

12136

South Street Seaport Jul 11

12138-12140

Talk with Bruce about narrowing Jul 12

12142

Mark Elliott's report on London Jul 13

12144

Fulton Fish Market

12145

Actualism Adv. #3

12146

NYC blackout Jul 14

12148

Talk with Dennis about doing things Jul 15

12150-12151

Lightwork insights Jul 16

12153

National Ballet of Canada short ones Jul 17

12156-12157

"One Hundred Tasks” at Plaza Hotel

12158

People winning Champion/TV Guide/all star contest Jul 19

12160

AllStar game in Yankee Stadium Jul 20

12162

Actualism Adv. #4

12163

Could this actually be It?

12164

Talk to Bruce Lieber Jul 21, 1977

12166

Emotionalism of Actualism class Jul 22

12168

Rebekah answers questions

12169

Awful sexsession

12170

Draft of lessonsheet for Actualism advanced #4 Jul 23

12172

Talk with Bruce Jaffe

12173

"The Basic Training of Pavlo Hummel" Jul 24

12175

Riis Park with Rolf Jul 25

12177

Dream of 7/26 of fragments Jul 26

12180

Actualism Adv. #5 Jul 28

12183

Rosinek's invisibility

12184

Talk with Rebekah

12185

Story. “Last of the Sensualists" Jul 30

12187

Dennis's birthday party for himself Jul 31

12191

Dennis and me and sex

12192

Totally wasted day

12193-12194

Dr. Tripp at WSDG Aug 3

12196

Actualism Adv. #6 Aug 4

12199

Pelvic unloading Aug 6

12202

Trip around Long Island Aug 8

12205

The Body #7 Aug 10

12207

Winterthur Museum

12208

Irritability

12209

Actualism Adv. #7 Aug 11

12211

TV marathon for eight and onehalf hours Aug 12

12213

“Introduction to Philosophy” notes Aug 13

12216

Indexed books Aug 15

12219-12220

The Body #8 Aug 17

12222-12224

Actualism xout #1

12225

Spare time

12226

The unexpected Aug 18

12229

"Earth" as a classic film Aug 20

12231

Doubleporno day Aug 21

12234-12235

"HighRise" by Ballard

12236-12237

Pelvic unloading group

12238

Time again Aug 23

12240

Actualism broadening Aug 24

12242

Actualism Adv. #8 Aug 25

12246-12248

Atlantic Citv Aug 28

12251

Bradbury's "Long After Midnight”

12252

Thoughts on an Atlantic City morning

12253

Disney's "Cinderella" Aug 30

12256

Multigravitational Aerodance Company

12257

Actualism Adv. #9

12258

Talk with Lieber about appropriateness

12259

Modernizing "Faust" (Sep 1)

12261

Dream of 9/2 of theater

12262

Noise

12263

Getting organized (Sep 2)

12265

Kabuki at Beacon Theater (Sep 3)

12267

Actualism "Touch-Up'

12268

Central Park quite changed

12269

Central Park Dance festival

12270

Man's Image bookshop (Sep 4)

12273

Brooklyn Labor Day parade (Sep 6)

12276

Actualism Adv. #10 (Sep 8)

12278

Dream of 9/9 of stage performance (Sep 9)

12280

Maintenance problems and solutions

12281

Listening to music in the night

12282

Terminology of Actualism (Sep 10)

12284

World Body Building Guild contest (Sep 11)

12286

Third Avenue Merchant's Association (TAMA) Fair

12287

Feeling nebbishy (Sep 12)

12289-12295

Title pages 56-62

12298-12299

Actualism 1AD #11 (Reunion in Consciousness)

12300

Spaced-out mood (Sep 15)

12302

Harold Clurman speaks

12303

Fantastic Animation Festival (Sep 16)

12305

Insights with Actualism

12306

Big Apple Circus (Sep 17)

12309

Atlantic Avenue fair

12310

Ballard: "Love and Napalm: Export U.S.A." (Sep 19)

12314

San Gennaro Street festival (Sep 22)

12317

Party at Anna-Teresa's (Sep 24)

12320

Nutcracker by Baryshnikov (Sep 26)

12322

Actualism. 1AD #12

12323

New York Film Festival animation program (Sep 27)

12325

Flight to Paris on charter (Sep 28)

12327-12328

Walk Montmartre twice (Sep 29)

12330

Beaubourg (Sep 30)

12332

Arc/Eiffel/Train Blue (Oct 1)

12334

Louvre/Maillot/Jean-Claude's dinner (Oct 2)

12336

Chartres/Montparnasse/St. Germain (Oct 3)

12338

Sainte Chapelle/La Maree/Champs Elysee/Lido (Oct 4)

12340

Walk/Des Amis/Stamps/Grand Palais/Drouant (Oct 5)

12342

Return flight to NYC from Paris

12343

Summary of Paris charter trip (Oct 6)

12347-12348

Dream of Istanbul/Two women/Bruce Jaffe of 10/9 (Oct 9)

12350

"Marriage of Figaro" on TV

12351

Making television dance

12352

Talk with Dennis about Paris (Oct 10)

12354

Actualism 1AD #13 (Oct 11)

12357

Actualism 1AD #14

12358

Dennis and I talk about my pushiness in Paris (Oct 13)

12360

Dennis and I talk about my money pushiness (Oct 14)

12362

Actualism arm-and-hand session with Jan

12363

Dream of army-life of 10/15

12364

How can words or images capture the intensity of sex?

12365

So many things to do (Oct 15)

12367

Actualism insights

12368

Wasted day (Oct 16)

12370

Barbara Roan's October Parade at ATL

12371

Dennis and I talk about San Diego (Oct 17)

12373

Sensory inventions (Oct 18)

12375

"Zardoz" for the third time (Oct 19)

12377

"The Wiz"

12378

"Dracula" with Langella

12379

Sex-talk with Dennis (Oct 20)

12381

Psychic healing and faith

12382

Dream of class-going of 10/21 (Oct 21)

12384

Dance/LA (Oct 22)

12386

Rosalind Newman/Michael Sullivan/Marcus Schulkind

12387

Pearl Lang: Dybbuk

12388

What IS it that I want? (Oct 23)

12390

"Manon" on TV

12391

Actualism intro tape

12392

Thoughts about money/youth/security (Oct 24)

12394

List of boxes of souvenirs in closet

12395

Jerome K. Jerome: "On the Stage----and Off"

12396

Pennsylvania Ballet on TV

12397

Dreams of blacks and lightbulbs of 10/25 (Oct 25)

12399-12401

Dennis and I talk about compromise (Oct 26)

12403-12404

Actualism 1AD #15 (Oct 27)

12407

"An Almost Perfect Person" (Oct 29)

12409

Charles Moore and Dances and Drums of Africa (Oct 30)

12411

Movies of Francois Truffaut

12412

"Otherwise Engaged"

12413

ESP program with Burt Lancaster

12414

Urge to write again

12415

Dream of Rolf's of 10/31

12416

Ideas before lightwork

12417

Cezanne exhibit at MOMA

12418

Michelin Guide to New York City (Oct 31)

12420

Almost perfect come

12421

Dream of Pope and ice cream of 11/1 (Nov 1)

12423

Dream of five things of 10/29

12424-12425

Foot surgery with Lois

12426

Film as Art at Donnell/Organism (Nov 2)

12428

Actualism 1AD #16 (Nov 3)

12431

Images as self-destructive

12432

Pope and Sandy (Nov 5)

12434

Evolution now!

12435

Olivier: "Othello"

12436

Predicting Actualism (Nov 6)

12439

Conversation with Joan Ann De Mattia

12440

Actualism bodywork with Joan Ann (Nov 8)

12442

Bob R's new job and power

12443

Bob R and me about Actualism

12444

Being a woman/sex with Bob R

12445

Alberta Hunter at Cookery

12446

Dennis and I talk about Dianetics

12447

Where Am I Now? (Nov 9)

12449

Actualism 1AD #17

12450

Nothing

12451

Actualism 1AD #17

12452

Dream of changes of 11/10 (Nov 10)

12454

Alphaphone second session

12455

Dennis first looks at "John" (Nov 11)

12457

Tape to Bill in October, 1976

12458-12460

Tape from Bill of April, 1976

12461

Tape to Bill of November, 1977 (Nov 12)

12463

Alphaphone third and fourth session

12464

Janos Starker at Carnegie Ball

12465

Cold as being a chance to rest and be alone (Nov 13)

12467

Dream of ice-cowl of 11/13 and theorizing

12468

"Rigoletto" on TV

12469

Love everybody because I'm aging

12470

Metal-eyed beauties and where are they?

12471

One day's do-list

12472

Diary pages as engrams

12473

My judging machine/last week's strains

12474

Last week's strains/My judging machine

12475

Actualism now in my life (Nov 14)

12477

Body session with Bruce Lieber

12478

Actualism: My feeling conned versus Russell's feeling

12479

Dream of hurried buffet of 11/15

12480-12481

Hand psychic surgery with Lois (Nov 15)

12483

Jerome: "Second thoughts of an Idle Fellow"

12484

Fourth Alphaphone try, and fifth, and more

12485

New York City Ballet opening gala

12486

Dream of tour guiding of 11/16 (Nov 16)

12488-12490

Entertainment absorption list 31-33

12491

Dancers of Bali (Nov 17)

12493

Dream of boat to Africa of 11/19

12494

Connectedness again

12495

"Close Encounters of the Third Kind" (Nov 18)

12497

Money and Consciousness tape from New Dimensions

12498

Joffrey II at Brooklyn College (Nov 19)

12500

David Spangler at Lindisfarne (Nov 20)

12502

Something wrong between Dennis and me

12503

Stapledon: "A Man Divided"

12504

Time divisions in an average day (Nov 21)

12506

Man's Country (Changed)

12507

Jerome: "Sketches in Lavender, Blue and Green"

12508

Joan Ann's advice about food and others

12509

Joan Ann's second body session (Nov 22)

12511

Most popular US films (Nov 23)

12513-12515

Actualism X-Out #2 (with Bruce)

12516

Rapid flu virus?

12517

Terse observations (Nov 24)

12522-12533

Actualism: Carol Ann (Nov 28)

12535

Book-Wanted list III

12536

New sense of here/now

12537

David-Neel: "Magic and Mystery in Tibet" (Nov 29)

12540

Actualism 1AD #18 (Dec 1)

12543

Dream of firing squad of 12/2

12544-12548

Dream/plot/theory/link complex (Dec 3)

12550

"The Merry Widow" on TV

12551

Booze complementing sex (Dec 4)

12553

Anna Sokolow on Camera Three

12554

Joseph Campbell on New Dimensions tape (Dec 5)

12556

Teilhard de Chardin: "Letters from Hastings" (Dec 6)

12558

Dream of checking/cock/guy of 12/6

12559

Dane Rudhyar on New Dimensions tape

12560

Simple/complex decisions (Dec 7)

12562-12563

est on New Dimensions tape

12564

Gide: "Corydon"

12565

Actualism 1AD #19 (Dec 8)

12567

Bruce Lieber's Karma (Dec 9)

12570-12574

Actualism: Second Male's session (Dec 11)

12577

Actualism power at last?

12578

Decide to stop working with Alphaphones

12579

Dream of telephone problems of 12/13 (Dec 13)

12581

Dream of cleaning-up of 12/14 (Dec 14)

12583-12585

Actualism 1AD #20 (Dec 15)

12587

Actualism: first try with mother

12588

Dream of bus-winching of 12/16 (Dec 16)

12590

Baryshnikov's "Nutcracker" on TV

12591

"God and Science" in Saturday Review

12592

My background for knowledge (Dec 17)

12594

My wasted day watching TV

12595

AFI "50 best films" list- (ec 18)

12597-12599

Actualism: Second Christmas party

12600-12602

Dream of cats/sex/more of 12/19 (Dec 19)

12604

Bob R and his new job

12605

Pope and rich Mexicans (Dec 20)

12607

Dream of desks and subways of 12/20

12608

Dynamite Actualism session with mother

12609-12616

Watts: "Outline of Zen Buddhism"

12617

Actualism: Joan Ann's body-session #3 (Dec 21)

12620

Rolf's CSI experiences in Providence

12621

Dream of World Trade Center of 12/23 (Dec 23)

12623

Malcolm Groome in "Getting Together" (Dec 24)

12625

Christmas Eve dinner (Dec 25)

12627

First grass in. months

12628

Dream of elevators and movies of 12/25 (Dec 26)

12631

Dream of "Lord and Manny's" and old Central park of 12/28 (Dec 28)

12633

Dream of French hotel of 12/29

12631-12635

George Pierson's Numerology Intro

12636

Roosevelt Island

12637

Joan's meal and body-session (Dec 29)

12639

Ridiculous airline rules

12640

Rolf's overload

12641

Dinner at Azak's with Michael (Dec 30)

12643

Book ideas from the FAR past

12644

Dream of French president of 12/31

12645

Nine-year cycles in my life (Dec 31)

12647-12648

New Year's Eve 1977