12649

Arnie's drunkenness (Jan 1)

12651

"Die Fledermaus" live from Covent Garden

12652

Dream of cafeteria of 1/2 (Jan 2)

12654-12657

Datebooks 149-152

12658

Actualism midnight lightwork session

12659

Short conics at Donnell (Jan 3)

12661

Dream of phantasmagoria of 1/4 (Jan 4)

12664

Dream of loaded desk of 1/6 (Jan 6)

12666

Metropolitan Opera Ballet Ensemble (Jan 7)

12668

Diane Boardman and Dance Company

12669

Dream of tour-leaving in Paris of 1/8 (Jan 8)

12673-12674

Dream of Harlem Park of 1/11 (Jan 11)

12676-12677

Actualism 1AD #21

12678

My reaction to Dennis's ripped-off apartment (Jan 12)

12681

"Touch of a Poet" (Jan 14)

12683

Windows on the World (-Jan 15)

12685

Dinner party at Susan's

12686

Sick from hangover from Susan's party

12687

Mental anguish (Jan 16)

12690

Dream of screaming at Mom of 1/18 (Jan 18)

12692

Actualism 1AD #22 (Jan 19)

12694

Body session with Cathy (Jan 20)

12696

Snow emergency in New York

12697

Dinner at La Caravelle (Jan 21)

12703

Actualism 1AD #23

12704

Actualism may actually be working (Jan 26)

12706

Bradbury; "Where Robot Mice and Robot Men Run Round in Robot Towns" (Jan 27)

12709

Fred Mathews/Gary Masters and Dancers (Jan 29)

12712

It IS better now

12713

Thoughts about the Islands trip

12714-12715

Actualism 1AD #24 (Jan 31)

12717

"Coppelia" on TV (Feb 1)

12719-12720

Special Actualism Pelvic Unloading in group (Feb 2)

12723-12724

Talk with Bruce on Actualism and sex

12725

Dream of ship-dinner and Denny of 2/3 (Feb 4)

12727

What Am I fighting? (Feb 5)

12729-12731

Actualism 1AD #25 private with Rebekah

12732

Another body session at Joan Ann's

12733

"Please Love Me"

12734

Thoughts about flight-delay (Feb 6)

12736

1975 Mailing list

12737

1978 Mailing list (Feb 7)

12740

Leave for Puerto Rico (Feb 9)

12742-12744

St. Croix (Feb 10)

12746-12747

St. Thomas (Feb 11)

12749

St. John

12750

Just making another flight (Feb 12)

12752

Martinique--St. Ann (Feb 13)

12754

Martinique--Mount Pelee (Feb 14)

12756

Martinique--Tartane and L'Esnambuc (Feb 15)

12758-12759

Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic (Feb 16)

12761-12762

Puerto Plata, Dominican Republic (Feb 17)

12764

St. Martin (Feb 18)

12766-12767

Saba (Feb 19)

12769

El Convento in San Juan (Feb 20)

12771

El Morro in San Juan (Feb 21)

12773

El Yunque in San Juan (Feb 22)

12775

Nassau (Feb 23)

12777

Freeport (Feb 24)

12779

Orlando (Feb 25)

12781

Bermuda and cycling (Feb 26)

12783

Bermuda and Maritime Museum and lighthouse (Feb 27)

12785

Bermuda and St. George and Crystal Cave (Feb 28)

12787

Bermuda and glass-bottomed boat (Mar 1)

12789

New York City from Bermuda

12790

Island Summary (Mar 2)

12794

JOYI questions (Mar 5)

12796

"Chariot of the Gods" on TV (Mar 6)

12798-12799

Draft of JOYI questionnaire

12800-12801

JOYI questionnaire (Mar 7)

12804

Actualism 1AD #26 (Mar 9)

12806

"Giselle" with Kain and Augustyn on TV (Mar 10)

12808

"The Turning Point" and "The Fury" (Mar 11)

12810

Ballet Repertory Company (Mar 12)

12812

Nino Rota: "The Italian Straw Hat" (Mar 13)

12814

Actualism hand-session with Rebekah

12815

"Sebastiane" (Mar 14)

12817

Molnar: "The Play's the Thing" (Mar 15)

12819

Actualism 1AD #27 (Mar 16)

12821

Edward Moulton-Barrett's lectures

12822

Talk with Don R

12823

Anticipating Don R (Mar 17)

12825

Zoo at the Olympia Theater (Mar 18)

12828

"Don Giovanni" on TV with Sutherland (Mar 20)

12330-12831

Actualism Spleen surgery

12832

Sex with Don R (Mar 21)

12835-12836

Actualism 1AD #28 (Mar 23)

12838

Lacy Thomas: "Putting Them to Pasture"

12839

Sex with Theo T (Mar 24)

12841

The Arcane Society Easter Festival (Mar 25)

12843

Art O: "Irma la Douce" (Mar 26)

12846-12849

Actualism appendix surgery

12850

Von Karajan: Verdi "Requiem" (Mar 28)

12852

Birthday meals

12853

Winnipeg Ballet opening

12854

Sexy angel of death again

12855

Now I want to get back to writing-"Babbitt Brighton" (Mar 29)

12857

Again the misdirection

12858

Mind control per Joan Ann de Mattia

12859

U.S.Terpsichore and Bronwyn Thomas: "Giselle" (Mar 30)

12861

Dreams of bizarrerie of 3/28-3/30

12862

On the Arcane School

12863

Bob R and 13 1/2 inches

12864

Well, what IS it that I want? (Mar 31)

12866

Bertram Ross dance company

12867

Something's wrong

12868

The joy of doing

12869

Story: drilling UNDER Federal Reserve Building (Apr 1)

12871

"The Little Foxes" (Apr 2)

12873

Royal Winnipeg better the second time (Apr 3)

12876

Compassion for brain-mind

12877

Martha Graham on TV (Apr 5)

12879-12880

Actualism 1AD #29

12881

Dennis and I talk about us (Apr 6)

12883-12885

Naturopathy and Dr. D'Adamo (Apr 7)

12887

Rick's suicide (Apr 8)

12889

Royal Ballet of Flanders (Apr 9)

12891

"Cavalleria Rusticana" and "Pagliacci" on TV

12892

Joffrey: "Brouillards/L'Air d'Esprit/Touch Me/Jazz Calendar" (Apr 10)

12894

Goeffrey Moorhouse: "The Fearful Void"

12895

Actualism psychic surgery on gallbladder (Apr 11)

12897

Sex with Art O and Dennis at Dennis's (Apr 12)

12899

Actualism 1AD #30

12900

Dream of Mom as entertainer of 4/13 (Apr 13)

12902

Mamet: "A life in the Theatre" (Apr 14)

12904

Making connections

12905

Actualism fictionalized--knots again!

12906-12910

Title pages 63-67 (Apr 15)

12912

Thoughts on Tantrism

12913

Maximum irritability

12914

Mr. Universe Body building championship on TV (Apr 16)

12917

Getting High on (Jose) Silva Mind Control

12918

Identification is the highest form of flattery

12919

Death pushes (Apr 18)

12922

Rolf on finances again

12923

Thalia back-row encounter

12924

Actualism 1AD #31 (Apr 20)

12927

ABT: "Theme and Variations/Voluntaries/Pavane/Push Comes to Shove"

12928

Rolf on tax shelters (Apr 21)

12930-12935

Elizabeth Clare Prophet (Apr 22)

12937

Wesak Festival 1978 (Apr 23)

12940

Actualism Thymus surgery

12941

Grand Ballet de Tahiti (Apr 25)

12944

Men's session with 15

12945

Dennis and I talk about Venice trip

12946

Why am I always pushing?

12947

Old age will stop my pushing (Apr 27)

12949

Don't do what I say, do what I WANT

12950

Rolf and Pope and Astrology and stock market

12951

Dream of $100 bills of 4/28

12952

Agnes de Mille in "Conversations about the Dance" (Apr 28)

12954

Looking at flying

12955

Nikolais for 1978 (Apr 29)

12958

Stoppard: "Professional Foul"

12959

Actualism 1AD #32 (May 1)

12961

Flight from NYC to Venice (May 2)

12963

Graspo de Ua and run for bus to Lido de Jesolo (May 3)

12965

Walking Venice St. Marks; Antico Martini (May 4)

12967-12968

Murano, St. Michaele, Torcello, Burano, Taverna la Fenice (May 5)

12970-12971

Trieste for Dennis's passport; Grotta Gigantica (May 6)

12973-12974

Franco; Harry's Bar; Doge's Palace; Trattoria Madonna (May 7)

12976

Milan for Last Supper; Edgardo to Mantova/Il Cigno/Vecchia Roma (May 8)

12978

Mantova/Verona/Venice for Correr/Guggenheim/Lavena/Raffaelle (May 9)

12980

Venice to NYC

1298l

Songs from Venice flight

12982

Venice trip summary (May 10)

12984

Actualism 1AD #33 (May 11)

12986

Peter Sparling and Dancers (May 12)

12988

Second Tree staff party (May 13)

12992

Rolf discusses Freeport Minerals

12993

Flatness in living

12994

Fantasies of being published

12995

Dennis and me about our relationship (May 16)

12997

Museum of Modern Art galleries and movies

12998

Dream of diamonds of 5/17 (May 17)

13000

Actualism 1AD #34

13001

Argument with Dennis (May 18)

13003

Distancing from money

13004

ABT: "Les Sylphides/Other Dances/At Midnight/Push Comes to Shove" (May 19)

13006

"Allegro Non Troppo" and "Betty Boop Scandals" (May 20)

13008

Atlanta Contemporary Dance company (May 21)

13010

Title page - 68

13011-13012

Actualism pancreas surgery

13013

Arica and psychocalisthenics (May 23)

13015

New St. Mark's Baths (May 24)

13017

Actualism 1AD #35 (May 25)

13019

My new agnosticism (May 26)

13021

"Company" at ELT

13022-13024

Coming alive

13025

Body session with Dorothy (May 27)

13027-13028A

Imagining (May 28)

13030

"Phantom of the Opera" at Nat Horne Theater

13031

Dime a Dance Company (May 29)

13033

Dream of flooding and Mom of 5/20 (May 30)

13036

Dream of jet-plane of 6/1 (Jun 1)

13038

ABT: "Gemini/Moor's Pavane/Jardin aux Lilas/Sacre du Printemps" (Jun 2)

13040

"What the Butler Saw" (Jun 3)

13042

Spiraling inward (Jun 4)

13045

Feeling of GUILT! (-Jun 6)

13047

Dream of people from past of 6/7

13048

Talking with Joan about third advanced (Jun 7)

13050

Talking with Dennis about our apart-weekend

13051

Thracian gold and attitudes of life

13052

Sex and beauty thoughts again

13053

Actualism 1AD #36

13054

Feeling GOOD versus FEELING good

13055

Feeling GOD

13056

New York just gets worse and worse

13057

San Francisco Ballet on TV: "Romeo and Juliet"

13058

Drunk notes while listening to music (Jun 8)

13061

Dream of Radio City/Letter-spin sentences/curtains of 6/10

13062

Stamps again (Jun 10)

13064

The Tsetse trap

13065

Kurasawa's "Dersu Uzala" (Jun 10)

13066

Promenade-sitting

13067

Dreadful masturbation session

13068

More resolutions from bad sex (Jun 11)

13070

Actualism neck-spine-hip introduction

13071

Dream of icebergs and dancing of 6/12 (Jun 12)

13073

Ice-age sculpture at Museum of Natural History

13074

Actualism: Adrenal surgery with Winston

13075

List of countries with largest numbers of stamps (Jun 13)

13077

Dream of blankets and letters of 6/13

13078

Dream of baths in church with Marty of 6/14 (Jun 14)

13080

Actualism 1AD #37

13081

Dreams of constantly FUSSING of 6/15 (Jun 15)

13083

Letter to Gretchen Cryer

13084

"I'm Getting My Act Together and Taking it On the Road"

13085

Actualism bodywork with Mara Alper

13086

Thoughts (proliferating) as cancer (mental)

13087

Dream of dishes/interview/vegetables/grass of 6/16 (Jun 16)

13089

Brahm's symphonies with new ears

13090

Andre's introduction to fashion

13091

Cuban Ballet: "Les Sylphides"(Zamorano);"BloodWedding;" "CantoVital"(Williams,

Esquivel,Carreno,Salgado),"Tarde En La Siesta"; "Ad Libitum"(Alonso,Gades)

13092

Dream of story-writing of 6/17

13093

Short Story: "The Singers" (-Jun 17)

13096

Butler on TV: "Saul and the Witch of Endor"(deLavallade,Tetley,Powell)

13097

Death-dwelling on TV and in reading

13098

Dream of text and editing of 6/19 (Jun 19)

13101

HIP physical exam (Jun 21)

13103

Evening of television (Jun 22)

13106

"Giselle" (Alonso,Esquivel)

13107

Dream of spider/mite of 6/24 (Jun 24)

13109

Dream of Alonso and Lauren Bahr of 6/25 (Jun 25)

13111

Niven's "The Protector" and Asimov's "The Gods Themselves"

13112

Actualism tonsil surgery (Jun 26)

1977

13115-13123

Bill's tape of November, 1977

1978

13124

Tape to Bill of June, 1978

13125

Dream of Jim Maher and best and ballet books of 6/27 (Jun 27)

13127

"We Are": The first off-Broadway gay movie (Jun 28)

13129

Actualism 1AD #38 (Jun 29)

13131

"Dr. Faustus Lights the Lights"

13132

Dream of Netherlands customs of 6/30

13133

Actualism bodywork with Sue Holt (Jun 30)

13135

Actualism might be a way

13136

Dream of Labrador adventure of 7/1 (Jul 1)

13139

Thought-whirl (story of existential being)

13140

Lure of Alaska

13141

Giving birth versus reincarnation (Jul 3)

13143

Quality paperback book club/EBIII

13144

Dream of restaurant-waiting and black dancer of 7/2

13145

Alaska debate still going on (Jul 4)

13147

Neck-Spine-Hip training at Actualism

13148

Macy's fireworks fizzle in 1978 (Jul 5)

13150

Actualism 1AD #39

13151

Feeling all squishy inside (Jul 6)

13153

American Dance Machine (Jul 7)

13155

Performing Arts Company of People's China (Jul 8)

13157

Satiety

13158

When I felt totally lost

13159

Roger Evans telephones

13160

Simplicity versus complexity in IT (Jul 9)

13163

Actualism artery surgery (Jul 11)

13166

Knowledge isn't enough

13167

Evans-Wentz: "Tibetan Book of the Dead"

13168

EB III: paging through

13169

Metaphysics in EB III

13170

Actualism 1AD #40 (-Jul 13)

13172

Actualism talk and bodywork at George Pierson's

13173

Dream of church slide-box lights of 7/14 (Jul 14)

13175-13182

Old book-list

13183-13191

New book-list (Jul 15)

13193

Plusses and minuses in our relationship

13194

Ideas for `evolving" cartoon-sequences (Jul 16.)

13196

Actualism results on the physical level

13197

This body's getting old: hair (Jul 17)

13199

The roofer next door

13200

Collating fiction-rejections

13201

List of items published in "The River"

13202

List of authors published in "The River" (Jul 18)

13204-13205

My response to my est-ad

13206

Old fantasy updated

13207-13209

JOYI response-sheet

13210

Pulling away from myself in time (Jul 19)

13212

Actualism 1AD #41 (Jul 20)

13214

"On the Twentieth Century" (-Jul 21)

13217

Bear Mountain for a day on Dayliner

13218-3219

"Godmaker" thoughts

13220

The Royal Ballet salutes the U.S.A. on TV

13221

Bevington: "The House was Quiet and the World Was Calm" (Jul 23)

13226

Effervescence

13227-13229

Golden computer analogy of Actualism (Jul 27)

13231

Actualism NSH with Susan Lieber (Jul 28)

13233

Nureyev's "Romeo and Juliet" with London Ballet (Jul 29)

13235

Actualism NSH with Bruce Lieber (Jul 30)

13237

Bevington: "Along Came the Witch" (Jul 31)

13239

Bevington: "Beautiful Lofty People"

13240

Evans-Wentz: "Tibet's Great Yogi Milarepa"

13241

Box Tree Restaurant (Aug 1)

13243

Zaire's Mbuti pygmies of Ituri Forest on TV

13244

Actualism Susan Lieber O-V on me

13245

Actualism I do Amy Fleetman

13246

Dream about Mr. Ball of 8/2 (Aug 2)

13250

Actualism Amy does first session on me

13251

Windows on the World a second time (Aug 5)

13253

Actualism my second NSH on Bruce

13254

Dream of Handless woman teacher of 8/5 (Aug 6)

13256

Feeling sorry for Dennis

13257-11260

Dennis and I talk about our needs

13261

First acupuncture with Dr. Hsu

13262

James Jenson/JJ at Dr. Hsu's (Aug 7)

13264

Brittan: "Albert Herring" on TV

13265

Dream of convention of 8/8 (Aug 8)

13267-13270

Datebooks 153-156

13271

Actualism Sue Lieber's second NSH from me

13272

My second acupuncture session

13273

Dream of animals of 8/9

13274

Actualism body-session on Dennis

13275

Actualism NSH T&R #1 with Linda (Aug 9)

13277-13282

Entertainment absorption list 34-39

13283

Actualism 1AD #42 (Aug 10)

13285

Acupuncture #3

13286-13288

Track-out with Alice (Aug 11)

13290

Acupuncture #4 (Aug 12)

13292

Art O in "Guys and Dolls" (Aug 13)

13294

Actualism NSH bodywork on Joan Ann

13295

Ernie Hinson and I talk for 4.5 hours

13296

Dreams of counterfeit money and tree-houses of 8/13-14 (Aug 14)

13298

Dream of Roger Evans and NYC of 8/15

13299

Acupuncture #5

13300

Actualism NSH on Amy second time

13301

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Kent first (Aug 15)

13303

Actualism NSH with Bob Dukes

13304

Dream of French river/woman/boys/movie of 8/16

13305

Getting tired of JOYI

13307

Draft of explanatory letter for JOYI mailing (Aug 16)

13309

Insights on basics at Actualism

13310

Beauty

13311

Dream of Dennis of 8/17: Fabric of writing

13312

Susan Lieber does O-V on me

13313

Acupuncture #6

13314

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino

13315

Actualism 1AD #43 (Aug 17)

13317

Things DO seem to be changing!

13318

Draft of letter to Meredith about JOYI

13319

Actualism NHS on Ernie (Aug 18)

13321

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Hunter (Aug 19)

13323

Actualism NSH from Bruce Lieber

13324

Dream of Lone Ranger of 8/20 (Aug 20)

13326

Information input from television

13327

Dream of school/somersaulting bird/office-working (Aug 21)

13329

Actualism NSH by Bob Dukes (Aug 22)

13331

Empty

13332

Actualism O-V on me by Pat Mandino (Aug 23)

13334

Actualism O-V with Dorothy Hunter

13335

Actualism 1AD #45

13336

Vinton: "Essays after a Dictionary" (Aug 24)

13339

Don M's at Easthampton (Aug 26)

13341

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino

13342

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Hunter (Aug 27)

13344

Actualism heart surgery with Winston (Aug 28)

13346

Actualism O-V by Dorothy Kent

13347

Dream of Anthony Dowell and ballet of 8/29 (Aug 29)

13350

Talk with Dennis about his emotionality

13351

Actualism O-V with Dorothy Hunter

13352

Actualism 1AD #45 (Aug 31)

13360

est graduate review day 1 (Sep 3)

13362-13365

est graduate review day 2 (-Sep 4)

13367

Coney Island for 1978 (Sep 5)

13369

Actualism second T&R with Linda

13370

Actualism NSH by Dorothy Hunter and vice versa (Sep 6)

13372

No drive

13373

Collier: "Tom's A-Cold"

13374

Scientology visit

13375

Actualism 1AD #46 (Sep 7)

13377

Actualism Susan's O-V on me here

13378-13379

est graduate review post-training seminar (Sep 8)

13381

Actualism NSH to Dorothy Kent. (Sep 9)

13383

Dennis debates taking basement apartment

13384

Jacques Marchais Tibetan Museum at last (Sep 10)

13386

Wilton book auction with Effie Arthur (Sep 11)

13388

Actualism Bob Dukes does my NSH here

13389

Diary typing (Sep 12)

13392

Rodie Siegler's Fortran book business

13393

Rolf's computer-purchase idea

13394

Actualism things noticed during sessions

13395

Baryshnikov's "Don Quixote' with Bujones/Makarova

13396

Actualism NSH on Susan

13397

Actualism O-V on me by Dorothy Kent (Sep 14)

13401

Robert Small solos and duets

13402

Dream of stamps/coins/chocolate cake of 9/16 (Sep 16)

13405

San Gennaro festival guys and games

13406

TV frenzy of channel-turning from 7PM-1AM (Sep 18)

13408

Chaplin- "Woman of Paris"

13409-13417

Reading from Amy

13418

Third mailing from JOYI (Sep 19)

13420

Actualism NSH on Bob Dukes at his new place (Sep 20)

13422

Actualism NSH on Amy after California

13423

"Warlords of Atlantis" and "Sinbad" at Loew's Metropolitan

13424

Project Earth Point

13425

Actualism 1AD #47 (Sep 21)

13427

Actualism NSH by Susan here

13428

Actualism NSH by Amy here

13429

Hardware talk with Rolf on indexing (Sep 22)

13431

Dream of pissing and Larry Ball of 9/22

13433

Actualism NSH on Arthur Ellenbogen

13434

Decide not to shop for videorecorder (Sep 23)

13436

Software talk with Rolf on indexing

13438

Dream of est and restaurant and bus trip of 9/24

13439

Quantity of data and images (Sep 25)

13441

Actualism NSH on Bruce Lieber quickly

13442

Verdi: "Othello" on TV

13443

Barbara Lea sings (Sep 26)

13444

Pressures on the indexing project (Sep 24)

13446

Indexer resume

13447-13449

Actualism report before second advanced

13450

Actualism NSH by Pat Mandino on me

13451-13452

Actualism men's session

13453-13456

So much going on!

13457

What I thought I'd like to say to Dennis (Sep 27)

13460

Actualism NSH on Susan Lieber/work problems (Sep 29)

13461

Dream of continuation after crash-death of 9/28

13463

Dream of shit-stirring/Dennis talking Japanese of 9/29 (Sep 30)

13465

Englishtown flea market

13466

Actualism O-V on me by Arthur (Oct 1)

13468

Dream of jerking off a guy of 10/1 and other notes

13469

Party at Susan's (Oct 2)

13471

Actualism NSH on Amy

13472

Actualism NSH on Arthur

13473

More indexing-computer plans from Rolf (Oct 3)

13475

Chrysler fireworks in Central Park

13476

"Ice Palace" with First Dimension and Barbara Bergman (Oct 4)

13478

Actualism NSH on me by Linda

13479

New York Historical Society

13480

Museum of Natural History

13481

Papua New Guinea Dance program

13482

Actualism 2AD: Prep 1

13483

Actualism O-V from Susan (Oct 5)

13485

Dennis and Martin at Tree and Time-Life

13487

Chatting with Amy about "travel" (Oct 6)

13489

Actualism NSH on Kathy Pieper

13490

Susan and Bill and Dennis and me at dinner (Oct 7)

13492

Zero posture balancing with Michael/Actualism

13493

Actualism NSH on Michael Blackburn (Oct 8)

13495

Actualism NSH on Arthur Ellenbogen

13496

Rossini: "A Turk in Italy"

13497

Actualism NSH on Bruce---hard!

13498

Countdown orgasm

13499

Actualism NSH by Amy (Oct 9)

13501

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino

13502

Jim Connolly on indexing and securities (Oct 10)

13504

Actualism NSH from Bruce at his place

13505

Comedy monologue for Dennis

13506

Bruce and Jeff over (Oct 11)

13508

Actualism activation on chain-letter

13509

Actualism images of worthlessness

13510

Actualism O-V from Dorothy Hunter

13511

Actualism 2AD prep 2

13512

Actualism talk with Winston about bodywork (Oct 12)

13514

Actualism NSH on Arthur as emergency

13515

Dream of Rolf and travel of 10/12 (Oct 13)

13517

Actualism liver surgery with Alice (Oct 14)

13525

Cliff Keuter Dance Company

13526

"The Word Is Out"

13527

Long Search: Judaism

13528

Actualism NSH on Kathy Pieper (Oct 15)

13531

Rolf on computerized indexes again (Oct 16)

13533

Actualism NSH from Amy

13534

Wife-beating

13535

Task, treats, and threats (Oct 17)

13537

Dream of est-type seminar of 10/17 (Oct 18)

13539

Actualism O-V from Dorothy

13540-13541

Actualism 2AD Communication session

13542

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Hunter (Oct 19)

13544

Actualism Richard Iltis's problems (Oct 20)

13546

Storm King Arts Center (Oct 21)

13548-13549

Actualism first Star Intro class

13550

Actualism O-V by Arthur after class (Oct 22)

13552

Haitian Art and Nubian Art at Brooklyn Museum

13553

Actualism NSH on Amy

13554

Florida via ITT land (Oct 23)

13556

Rolf on Florida via ITT land

13558

Actualism NSH by Pat Mandino

13559-13561

Indexing specifications (Oct 24)

13563

Dennis encounters (though he doesn't like it) reality (Oct 25)

13565-13569

Second reading with Amy

13570

Actualism O-V from Dorothy

13571

Actualism 2AD prep 4 (Oct 26)

13573

Actualism O-V from Arthur (Oct 27)

13575

Actualism NSH on Susan

13576

Rolf talks about getting me incorporated

13577

Actualism NSH on Arthur here

13578

Three very flowing days (Oct 28)

13580

Actualism second Star Intro class (Oct 29)

13582

Paul's housewarming

13583

Dream of dream research and spider-web of 10/30

13584

Stoned-on-wine walk home through Brooklyn (Oct 30)

13586

Indian exhibit at Custom House and New York Serendipity

13587

Indexing specifications - 4

13588

Wanting, but not getting, sex (Oct 31)

13590-13591

Vein surgery with Alice in Actualism

13592

Actualism NSH T&R with Linda (Nov 1)

13594

Terrifying sensations

13595

"Macbeth" on TV (Nov 2)

13597

Actualism NSH by Susan Lieber

13598

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino

13599

Richard Hilty trial session (Nov 3)

13602

Actualism intro class 3

13603

Actualism NSH on Arthur

13604

Actualism NSH by Bruce

13605

Dream of roller coasters and Romans of 11/5

13606

What IS going on? (Nov 5)

13608

J/O group formation letter (Nov 6)

13610

Proofreading marks in index writeup

13611-13614

Pages for JOYI to Meredith

13615

Copy of cover letter for JOYI to Meredith

13616

Actualism wonder about forgiveness and grace (Nov 7)

13619

Actualism NSH on Dorothy at Rolfing center

13620

First lesson with Richard Hilty

13621

Actualism 2AD: prep 5 (Nov 9)

13623

Actualism NSH on Susan

13624

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Kent (Nov 10)

13627

Actualism intro class 4 (Nov 12)

13629

Robin M and I talk about his porno drawings

13630

Zen on "The Long Search"

13631

Thoughts after being painted (Nov 13)

13633

Actualism NSH by Pat Mandino (Nov 14)

13635

Actualism O-V from Susan

13636

Actualism blood surgery from Alice

13637

Actualism Men's pelvis (Nov 15)

13639

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Hunter

13640

Actualism O-V from Dorothy Hunter

13641

Actualism reunion in consciousness before second advanced

13642

Talk with Jack Seelye and Lloyd Moore (Nov 16)

13644

Dream of temperature-feeling and travel of 11/17 (Nov 17)

13646

Jim C has problems

13647

Actualism intro class 5 (Nov 18)

13649

Disgust with people again (Nov 19)

13651

Things moving "naturally" in life (Nov 20)

13655-13656

Actualism party here (Nov 23)

13658

Food-filled Thanksgiving (Nov 24)

13661

Actualism NSH by Bruce

13662

Smetana: "Bartered Bride" on TV (Nov 26)

13665

Actualism surgery on capillaries with Winston (Nov 28)

13667

"An evening with Groucho Marx" (Nov 29)

13669

Class 2 with Richard Hiltv

13670

Afternoon in the library

13671

Actualism 2AD #1 (Nov 30)

13673

Actualism NSH on Susan Lieber

13674

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino (Dec 1)

13676

Dream of microenvironment of 12/2 (Dec 2)

13678

Actualism NSH on Dorothy Hunter

13679-13680

Actualism last intro class 6

13681

Actualism O-V from Arthur

13682

Talk with Adam about Caribbean and indexing

13683

1 feel things are changing again (Dec 3)

13685

Penultimate "Long Search"

13686

Actualism NSH by Susan Lieber (Dec 4)

13688

Balanchine: "Chaconne" and "Prodigal Son" on TV

13689

Dream of office-work of 12/5 (Dec 5)

13691-13695

Reading 3 with Amy (Dec 6)

13697

Richard Hilty class 3

13698

Actualism O-V from Dorothy

13699-13700

Actualism 2AD #2

13701

Playing with my new typewriter

13702

Actualism possible extensions

13703

Rolf's personal concerns

13704

Conversation with Pope (Dec 7)

13708

Actualism NSH on Kathy Pieper

13709

International Afrikan-American Ballet (Dec 10)

13712

Actualism NSH on Susan (Dec 12)

13714-13717

Dream and ensuing thoughts on "realized" of 12/12

13718

Actualism NSH at Amy's (see regenerative!)

13719

Actualism lymph node surgery with Alice (Dec 13)

13721

Actualism O-V from Dorothy Hunter

13722

Actualism 2AD #3 (Dec 14)

13724

Richard Hilty lesson 4 (-Dec 15)

13726

Actualism NSH by Pat

13727

Talk with Pope about Astrology business

13728

Talk with Amy about Reading business (Dec 16)

13730-13731

Dream of cleaning and dirty feet of 12/16

13732-13734

Thoughts on thinking

13735

We are creating the physical beauties of today

13736-13737

Actualism Christmas party 3 (Dec 17)

13739

Actualism NSH on Bruce (Dec 18)

13741

Actualism NSH on Susan

13742

Actualism NSH on Dorothy

13743

Talk with Rolf about decision-making (Dec 19)

13745

Debate giving up teaching indexing

13746

I don't even remember what I DO read (Dec 20)

13748

Actualism Clearing in Consciousness

13749

Richard Hilty class 5

13750

Arnie's party for Norma (Dec 21)

13752

McGraw-Hill Christmas free-lance party

13753

Balinese Dance Theater at ATL (Dec 22)

13755

Actualism NSH from Susan (Dec 23)

13757

Dream fragments of week of 12/18 to 12/23

13758

Talk to Rolf about computer economics

13759

Amy's party

13760

Actualism information from Michael at Amy's party (Dec 24)

13762

The Ruins first time (Dec 25)

13764

Merle Park as "Sleeping Beauty" (Dec 26)

13766

Dream of school with a difference of 12/26

13767

Talk with Rolf about hardware for indexing

13768

"Bernstein at 60" on TV (Dec 27)

13770

Dreams of Grand Central and artwork of 12/27

13771

Richard Hilty class 6 (Dec 28)

13773

Dreams of ship and opera of 12/28

13774

Actualism thoughts on zero-sum games and life

13775

Talk with Rolf about Data General equipment

13776

"Out on the Town" restaurant obsession (Dec 29)

13778

Actualism NSH on Pat Mandino (Dec 30)

13780

Dream of Joja Papa and department store of 12/30

13781

Absolute relativity of time

13782

Awful sex with Bob R again (Dec 31)

13784

Relationship between Paul and Ray