Thought-Whirl
Thought-Whirl (Story of EXISTENTIAL BEING)
Doing lightwork, and the lure of Alaska hits me again, and in trying to get away from that, dozens of OTHER lures hit me: waiting for the beautiful organization of EB III to arrive, think again of making the "live forever" book with a guy who learns how to write, starts taking notes, moves from country to country, finds he's living indefinitely, gets caught up in the wars, rulers, inventions, and explorations. He reads all the books, even the lost ones, as they're written and published (after the invention of printing, of course), studies all the mystery religions and becomes an initiate in all of them (with some part of the poignancy missing since he seems not about to die, so has no truck with the idea of rebirth, and that brings me to the idea of ONE lifeline through rebirths, ANOTHER through physical births, indulges in farming and being a monk and working on scientific and practical crafts' development, travels from place to place for pleasure and profit, engages in trading, finds that his memory of the past isn't respected since things change so much when historians get a hold on them and emphasize political rather than human events, has to escape from wondering people, again from aging children and grandchildren, and mainly from boredom, going HIMSELF through cycles of not-thinking, of seclusion, of hectic activity, of endurance trials that become meaningless since he's not going to die, passes through current time and goes off into the future, but still encountering the same problems, taking a hand in the exploration of space, to the point where the death of OUR sun doesn't matter, to the point where mankind CAN keep things going forever if they want to, finding a WAY to reverse the tendency of infinite degradation of energy by CONTROLLING the re-collapse of the universe, but finding a way of keeping OUT of the central cataclysm so that there IS a way of finding answers from PREVIOUS universes, since there's a singularity AWAY from the center that needn't be involved in "universal" activity, a center of DIFFERENT gravity that remains aloof and growing while LOCAL gravities crush into black holes and explode again in Big Bangs, and he continues into the infinite future, SIMPLY NEVER STOPPING, HAVING lived through infinite universes and expecting to CONTINUE TO LIVE through infinite universes, simple EXISTENTIAL ETERNAL BEING.